When Sailor was 3 his mum read to him nightly
Pointing to the
pictures and holding him tightly
She read of
elephants escaping the zoo
Of wizards and
whales and sea monkeys too
She read and he
frowned at the things he heard
Staring intently at
the parts with no words
Outside his home as
slowly he grew
The sun rose and set
and the birds swiftly flew
The cars parked at
kerbside were red, blue and green
And clouds hung
soft fatly like thought bubble dreams
The car colours dulled
as they sat there unwashed
And though it was
sunny the trees curled with frost
When he was 5 he
was sounding out phrases with care
Stuttering over words
that he could see there
But with each Red Fish
and Blue Fish and Cat in the Hat
He was sure there were
more words to read than just that
At the foot of each
page another sentence he'd see
Which he slowly
sounded - Sailor, rescue me
New cars on Brent
Street were muted and gray
And the slide in the
kid’s park was taken away
Tape sealed the
park and the gate was now locked
But no parents
noticed as they tugged kids to the shops
Clouds bruised
with rain and wind whipped up leaves
As stray dogs sniffing
grass snorted and sneezed
When he was 7 he
was tucked up in bed
Pockmarked with rash
coloured chicken pox red
Outside rain
hammered hard on the pane
Sluiced down filthy
walls and into the drain
Sailor read about
Bilbo and the dragon and gold
He saw one more line – Sailor please, it’s dark and it’s cold
The bookstore in town
closed down with a sigh
Replaced by a shop
selling bland tasting pies
The paintings of the
ocean in the cafes and bars
Were replaced with
postcards of black and white cars
The cinema showed only sequels and remakes
And the swimming pool
had locks placed on the gates
When he was 9 Sailor
was addicted to sports
Books he loved
but it was goals that he sought
Sailor was stronger
and taller and fast
He didn’t
win every race but he rarely came last
He limped through one
book and it took most of the year
But on each page he
saw the words Sailor, I’m here
School camp was
cancelled due to asbestos concerns
Cooking classes were
cancelled for fears about burns
Art class was
shortened to make way for more math
The art teacher
retired having had quite enough of all that
Graffiti on walls
became signs warning of thieves
And the trees sadly swayed
as they lost all their leaves
11 year old Sailor was jogging back home
And was hit by a truck
crossing the road on his own
The driver white faced
said He ran into the street,
I hit the brakes but
I knocked him clear off his feet
Sailor leg plastered
was confined to his bed
And given a
stack of books to keep his brain fed
Birthday cakes with
electric candles as flames were unsafe
Games deemed too
competitive were gradually replaced
People on streets
seemed to dress all alike
Catching the bus
rather than risk taking a bike
Every person sitting
was lost in a screen
Playing a re-run rather
than dreaming a dream
Sailor yawned and he
itched and he longed to be free
On his PlayStation or
iPad or on the PC
But mum said he
must read at least 3 hours a day
Flex your brain
before those stupid games that you play
So Sailor cracked a
book as his bones slowly re-knit
And saw on the page
words that just didn’t fit
Sailor please I am
here as I have been for years
The words on the
page made his eyes wet with tears
Sailor please oh
please oh please rescue me
He showed his mum but
she could not see
Sailor please you must break me out
Sailor lay there uncertain
and riven with doubt
That long summer as
his bones slow repaired
Sailor scoured his
books for the extra words there
Sailor I’m
imprisoned, break me free from these bars
I need sun light
and moon light and sight of the stars
Sailor threw down his
book and closed his eyes hard and tight
And his mum shouted Sailor, if you won’t read then please write
Flu jabs and vitamins
and modified crops
Jeans for one season
and super tough socks
TV’s that learnt what
you liked to view
Stock piling ever more
shows just for you
Sailors mother stopped
reading as she gazed at her shows
Snugged in the lounge
room where apathy grows
Sailor stared at a
page and held a pen in his hand
And wrote down the
words I don’t understand
He blinked and he
stared and didn’t know what to do
When he saw the words
Sailor I believe so strongly in you
His pen quivered and
hovered before he wrote again
How is it that you
know me and my name?
He waited, watched, wondered
and stared
As the words
danced on the page before settling there
Sailor I’ve known you
since the first book you saw
Crying when mum
stopped because you wanted more
I’m trapped in pages
and paragraphs and tales
Tumbling with Hobbits
and Morlocks and whales
I’ve locked here for
millennia, or a week or a day
But I know you can
save me, you’ll figure a way
And Sailor wrote in
confusion, without a clue
I don’t know
anything, please who are you?
And the page scuttled
with words that formed in his view
My name is Libraro -
I believe in you!
The weather reported
temperatures warming
Ice shelves fast
melting ignored as a warning
The barrier reef
bleaching into bitter decay
As screens flashed
with games that chased boredom away
The cars on the road
were sullen and dark
And no one heard music
in the beat of a heart
Sailor was finally
allowed from his bed
With the bones now
repaired in each of his legs
Though he believed in
Libraro he was still just a boy
A boy in sunlight is a
boy lost in joy
How could be free her
as he swung from a tree
What can I do? I’m just
simply me
Sailor grew older and
became lost in the facts
Devoured by formulae and grammatical syntax
He chiselled essays, doggerel
and algebraic equations
Charted averages and
percentages and military invasions
His mind was diluted
with revision soon to be tested
And though he still
read his imagination was rested
He waded into exams
focused on scores
Steeled for each test as
though tilting at war
His results made his
mother beam with such joy
Sailor her young man now
grown from a boy
Sailor left home and
studied his degree
And those words on the
page he no longer could see
A banker a realtor a
doctor or law?
The choices were there
and Sailor was sure
He gazed at a
paintbrush but knew there was no pay
If he chose to direct
his future that way
So Sailor worked hard
towards his life choice
Selling insurance with
his welcoming voice
Then Sailor was
married with a child of his own
And he read to her one
night in the warmth of home
Slowly he sounded out
words to his baby girl
Tracing his fingers through
her ringlets and curls
Then at the end of the
book he read calmly out loud
Sailor you’re grown -
I’m just ever so proud
Outside in the street
headlights fast flicker flashed
A homeless old lady
found a full meal in the trash
A cat rubbed against
the leg of a man passing by
Who stroked at its ear
without thinking why
As a shooting star
shot several eyes looked up
And seeing the stars
their minds came unstuck
In his arms his
daughter lay fast asleep
And Sailor was scared
but managed to speak
Libraro he whispered
and the book ran with words
It’s been so many years since my name I have
heard
Sailor please now release me from pages
I’ve waited and watched you for heartbeats and
ages
But Sailor whispered
I just don’t know how
And he heard his
mothers voice come to him now
In the warm of the
room he held his girl tight
Hearing his mum say Sailor, if you won’t read then please write
So he wrote these word
touching the page only slightly
When Sailor was three
his mum read to him nightly
The moon glowed
brighter and the ocean exhaled
In the dark in the
depths came the singing of whales
iPhones fell dark as
conversation started
And kisses blossomed
with joy now full hearted
Music was played with
volume and passion
As toes tapped and
knees bopped so dancing may happen
And Sailor wrote out a
long sprawling verse
Believing it may end
with the lifting of curse
He wrote it for his
daughter and for you and for me
He wrote so Libraro
may now be free
And he wrote down these words
with purest belief
LIBRARO, I NOW GIVE YOU RELEASE
And the page before him
blossomed with gold and with flame
As Libraro stepped from
the page to her freedom again
She smiled with words
tumbling from her hair
All words and all
languages filling the air
She smiled and she
spun and thoughts flew from her form
She danced and she
sang through the night to the dawn
When the sun rose
Sailor heard laughter outside
As people blinked daylight
back into their eyes
He saw people pick up
litter and look to the distance
Realising with wonder their
life and existence
Libraro is everywhere,
every house and home
Libraro is free and no
longer alone
So Sailor writes for his
daughter and his son on the way
He writes words in
rhyme so he’ll know what to say
The T.V. is silent and he cooks food from scratch
He grows carrots and broccoli
in a vegetable patch
He heard a man strum a
guitar by the bus stop tonight
And he threw him a
coin in that shone in moonlight
Libraro is free,
you’ve read that its so
Her heartbeats in pen
ink where sentences grow
Inspiring chapters and
verses and statues and songs
Creating free expression where nothing is wrong
The girl in all books
is the girl running free
In every sentence I
read she is smiling at me
Sailor reads stories and writes them as well
Sailor's children dream versions waking eager to tell
There is no darkness now that a laugh cannot light
No sleep is disturbed if a stories told right
The world with it's pain will spring hope forever
With nothing insurmountable when we all come together
There is no darkness now that a laugh cannot light
No sleep is disturbed if a stories told right
The world with it's pain will spring hope forever
With nothing insurmountable when we all come together
Libraro is waiting for your turn to come
Reading your story now it has begun
She's smiling and hoping and cheering for you
Your biggest fan waiting to see what you do
Libraro is there for that wonderful when
The moment you sit and pick up your pen
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